Becky's Winter is hemmed and pressed. I happened to have an undercloth of the appropriate gray on my table so I spread it out to see how they look together. Many things are working well, but at the risk of losing my sense of proportion, I am not happy. The edges, which I have been struggling with since I began, are more wobbly than ever before. This, after two days of measuring, pressing, re-pressing over a straight-edge, pinning every half inch, pressing again...etc. I tried using freezer paper to stabilize the edges and did a test with heat bond hem tape, but after some initial hope, neither one worked worth a damn. Pressing over my 48" straight-edge ruler looked very promising... hand smoothing the fabric over the metal, steaming and waiting for the fabric to dry before removing the ruler... it looked great at first, but after the hemming was finished it was as wobbly as ever. I am very disappointed. I honestly don't know what else to do. This is not a problem of inattention, but something is eluding me. I went back and looked at my older cloths and none are this bad, although the linen ones are wobblier than the cotton. I conclude that at least part of the problem is the cloth, but I'm not sure how to fix it. I have thought of backing it with harem cloth, but that will be a very lengthy process by hand and will result in little dimples...the cloth will become a quilt and it might not make any difference. I may have to try it though, just to see what happens. Maybe more starch will help. I already starch like crazy when I lay out the pattern (also done with a straight edge) and when I am ready to mark the edges. I know cloth is a flexible medium, but I also know others are able achieve neat borders. Why not me?
I think I am especially disappointed because this cloth has been a departure for me and has achieved the feeling I was looking for when I started the project. A Northwest winter day is what it suggests, and seeing it on the table makes me pretty sure it will work as a tablecloth...enough detail to be interesting up close, but perceivable essentially in bands of texture and color to give an impression of a rainy day. So many times during the process I thought it might be ruined or unworkable, but it kept coming through. I would have liked my craftsmanship to measure up, especially since it is a gift.

My grumpiness has not been helped by a new, worse round of flooding in the old house. It has been raining like the dickens and the driveway is a river. This time I wasn't caught by surprise so everything is up off the floor, but the water is deeper this time and more rooms have been flooded. We lived in that house for seven years and never had a flood but now there have been two in about a year. Insert bad words here.
Again, I reach for my sense of proportion....these are small problems in the scheme of things, everything could be much worse. I am so lucky everyday...even this one.